Wednesday, February 16, 2011

Maybe I should just let it go?

Facebook friend invite - Sue from Colorado

Many years ago when I was in middle school I dated a boy. Ok thats a far fetch... I kissed my cousin's cousin.. there was no dating, my gosh I was 12. Hey - don't judge me with the cousin's cousin relationship, it was a small town so this was actually an acceptable distance for kissing.

Anyway, I told Jennifer my best friend 2 faced friend about my boy toy fling, she promptly told her friend, that person told her friend.. well you get the jist.

I was teased beyond belief, called many bad names and I am pretty sure that at some point, I lost my cool and threw someone into the side of a locker. The teasing seemed to go on forever, even after 7th grade. I thought that the incident didn't affect my life.. I'm thinking it may have subconsiously.

After 7th grade, I resented Sue....she was a short, big mouth, mean spirited girl. I stayed away from her and her circle of friends. Limited my contact and tried to forget how she made me feel.

Maybe I should let it go? I mean its been over 30 years since that altercation with her. I mean she was mature enough to request my friendship, maybe I should reciprocate and move on? We can all get along right? Remember, it was over 30 years ago - I should move on and forgive. I really should but sadly, its not my style. Maybe she doesn't remember what she did to me, maybe she was horrible to so many people she can't keep track of who she tormented?

DENIED.... screw you.

I think I may still hold a grudge..